cassandra

Update :D

2011-12-04T15:02:00.001+08:00

Helloo !
This has been a dead blog for quite awhile le.
But for the sake of some gonggong piggy of mine i decided to update it :P
See that cute bear ontop? Its my new baby boy name "Chu" :D
So nice and huggable and i love it so much that even when i use comp
i am still hugging it :P
And its a gift from someone special "winkwink" ;) so must takecare of it well :D
Hmm my thoughts now are about the n lvl results, hope i got what i aim for :X
Starting work soon, so cant use comp so much only at night :\
My life for the pass few months have been very down.
But thanks to someone its been lifted up again :)
No matter what i always pray these things that made me so happy won't end..
Although people say just look back at the happy memories and smile, i just can't..
I'm not a strong girl anymore so just tend to easily break down :\
Everytime i wish i could be back to the strong girl that i was ~
No one likes a weak person..
Hopes & wishes , please be real :( i tired of suffering so much and always having fear of things might happen ~

Update ~

2011-05-07T19:41:00.000+08:00

Living life is hard ~
Thinking should we let go of stuff izzit the best or the worst choice ~
So many decisions .. Not sure which is right or wrong ~
Praying the decisions we choose ;
Are the right ones & not regretting it .

4/6/10~25/4/11 . The End .

2011-04-26T16:49:00.000+08:00

Just a Post for saying its the end of my love story ..
currently i cant find anyone new for now .
I dont know wad to do & not sure what to think ~
9months .. Not sure am gonna find long lasting love again ..

15/2 ; IPP & Science center !

2011-02-16T18:32:00.002+08:00

15 February 2011

had In-PlaceProtection known as IPP
during the first few periods of the day . no lessons
during the timing ! :D then afternoon our class ordered
mac delivery as we cant eat mac when we go science
center :\ and its off to CSI !
the event was quite boring with friends okok bah ^^
went back to sku at around 6+ then went home .
dam it waited for the bus dam fking long . reach home
like going 8 le -.- . then bathe , eat , play comp ~

16 February 2011

today lessons was okok ~
sian duno wads wrong with my eyes , keep wear
contacts feel fking uncomfortable . then wore specs
to sku ): look dam weird lo x.x nvm bah ~
pe run shuttle run , 2nd lap must dash across but guess
i run too fast cnt stop jiu bang wall x.x knee got
blue-black x.x!
haha then after sku had eng remedial ,
then off home ~
bathed and now surfing the web :O
wanted to type something but forget le x.x
ok end here bah , byeee ! :D

Happy Valentines Day !! ♥

2011-02-14T17:30:00.001+08:00

Happy Valentines Day everyone ! :D
today sku was normal . got quite a few
gifts ^^ Thanks :D
end sku went to eat lunch with val n glav .
after that bused home ~
hmm nth much to write just happy baby
make a video for me ^^
*no fair u dun wan me go ):*
ok end here bah nth to write le .
byeee !!!
Hearts all around !! ♥

Normal ~ Tiring ~

2011-01-24T20:51:00.003+08:00

normal day ~
sian sia , sleep early like 11+ still feel
so tired ):
so not used to school resting times ~
lessons are the usual ~
chemistry played with experiments again :)
then ss not bad , got 31/50 :D
then after sku ate lunch then went for maths
remedial . lucky that all we need to do is finish
few questions jiu can go le :)
then went home .
bath-ed , sleep then ate dinner . now still feeling
so tired ):
ok i end here bah , byeee .

~~Feel so empty inside .. but i don't know why ...~~

ABSENT called TRUANT ? -.-

2011-01-19T22:02:00.001+08:00

school shags la ,
whole day feel lik sleeping .
2 periods of ss i rlly fall asleep sia !
morning get called up for skipping detention ,
then fking mschan agn anyhow extra say
us play truant for ABSENT from sku .
fk sia ABSENT only call truant ?
wadever then rest of the day just normal .
after sku straight go home bathe thn sleep
awhile cus too tired . facebook-ing then
audi-ed till now . gonna off com le bah .
byeeee ~

Guaii Kia Meee ~! :D HappyBDay Bendan :P

2011-01-17T17:42:00.000+08:00

omg ! i abandon my blog so long le ):
so busy with tests last week finally tmr
no test , a day to rest :O
so guaii sia me , for the first time i really
sit in my room , doing every work and learning
any upcoming test ^^
school seems fine for me currently ,
however , life still not going smoothly ..
having problems here n there , i hate it ..
i dun like being moody , it will only bring
my love ones feel down too ..
hope things will go better ):
was watching tv ~ nth much quite bored now :X
so far the weather has been quite cold lately .
good bah , won't sweat dao :)
hmm idk wad to write le , end le bah .
byeee :)

First Day of Sku ~! Happy 7 Mth ^^

2011-01-04T16:09:00.003+08:00

hmm last night was horrible !
i feel tired but cant seem to fall asleep D:
kip tossing in bed from 11+ till 2am finally
sleep x.x so wake up feeling tired D:
dad fetch mi to sku . walao i walk in the sku
nia tio caught le x.x stupid why 1st day chers
all stand outside le >: so have to mafan unfold
skirt n fake clip fringe :P .
walk away le jiu fold bac xP
met up with rachel n jodie first . after that bell
rang jiu go hall . as expected need hear the long
principal talk ._. plus go up hall see dao our NA
class boys the hair all weird de x.x sec 4 le bu xiang
sec 4 lols !!
sad la forced to sit register order D:
since i number 1 sit infront T.T
at least got air con hear the long talk ~~
talk untill recess at 11am . after that went back to
class . sad new siting plan T.T the rows are
boy-girl-boy-girl de ._. so like besides are boys
need turn behind to tok to girls D:
heng behind is jovial thn behind her is jodie :D
so okok bah ~ write some reflections ~ slack around ~
then see last yr batch N lvl results . see dao make mi
mor regret for taking POA ):bo bian le bah , try my
best ! 1.40 jiu release . take some chocolates then
bused home le :\
bought cup noodles on the way home ~ reached home,
bathe thn eat the noodles ~
was facebook-ing now blogging lo o.o so first day
is fine . sad lessons start tmr le ._.
sad la 2 period of chi tmr ! T.T
hais this make mi shag nia ~
ok end le bah byeee :)

Fun Times :)

2010-12-22T15:42:00.000+08:00

22/12
met rachel at serangoon swimming complex
at 12+ . tired sia wake up earlier thn usual
time x.x then watch rachel swim cus lazy
bring things :X after that bought cup noodle
and bus-ed to bugis . shop around awhile then
mrt-ed to plaza sing . shop around then played
jubeat :D
played a few rounds then go food court eat :O
walao the chair dam scary can x.x we sit ppl kick dao
our chair kip sliding x.x
eat hao le we played somemore jubeat :D
waaa stand dao my leg pain x.x
after that mrt-ed bac hougang n went home ~
tired day for my legs :X
used com played awhile then rest le .
went out having laughter is worth it ^^
sadly holidays ending le , books are awaiting us D:
hao bah end le , byeeeee :\

Sighs .. School Starting .. D:

2010-12-20T12:38:00.000+08:00

Sighs ..
even 2 months of holiday is not enought ):
school starting already T.T its too fast !!
i'll miss relaxing n waking up late T.T
plus it's a tough year next year ~ n'lvls ~
sigh .. needa study bah .. so not my style D:
but i'll try my best for the people that put
their hopes on mi bah ~
wish i will be able to do well ..
hmm now adays mood swings are very common
to me .. i wun let it affect me next year ~
for now , i'm still not prepared for 2011 ..
time please slowed down abit .. ):
16 is a good age ~ but also a tough year ..
hmm today i realise one thing ~
dreaming is not a good thing ,
it really tires out your mind and keep waking up
middle of your sleep .
today had 2 weird dreams and kip waking up ~
normally i'll wake up at 1+pm . today woke up at
10+ x.x
end here le bah , dun feel like thinking wad to type
le ~ byeee :O

holidays so fast ! T.T

2010-12-08T19:25:00.000+08:00

time to update my rlly dead blog !
holidays going to end . dam so fast D:
not ready to go sku yet !! and books
haven buy x.x omg wish holidays could
extend longer D:
next year sec 4 le , tough year T.T
only good thing about it that i'm finally 16 .
still must wait till june x.x
holidays slow down abit ! seriously too fast ):
well my holidays mostly spend on resting at
home audi-ing . and go through quite amount
of problems ): not exactly an easy life so far ..
wish it could be happier ~
well dun wan type too much le .
post some pictures of new stuff in audi :D

Remedial ~

2010-11-02T19:03:00.000+08:00

hmm today went for remedial in the morning .
quite sian and sleepy during class x.x
after that bused home with val . bought mashed
potato and burger to eat for lunch :D
after that got guy come fix curtain waa dam noisy !
fall asleep but someones spam-ed msges kept me
up so buaytahan le dun wan sleep ~
played audi abit then ate dinner .
now just watching pokemon hehe xP
well this just a short and random post . cause
very free nth to do ~
yay tmr no need go sku can sleep late :P
ok end le byeeee ~~

Seeing New Home ; Ate At Compass ; Went Orchard ~

2010-10-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

Morning woke up cus of a stupid loud

thunder D:!!! wanted to sleep longer but

so loud dao pekchek dun wan sleep le x.x

use com awhile then went to see the new hse

with mum . hmm my rm colour is nice :D

see see around notice maybe this hse got loan

shark before x.x some red paint stains .

hope wun affect us when we finally stay there ~

after that cab-ed to compass point and ate

swensens there to celebrate my cousin, alenson's

belated birthday ~ ate lik very fast full le so icecream

ate abit give my mum eat le x.x

ate finish came home , brenda n alenson look through

my piles of sec 3 notes on my sofa xD lols looks

like rubbish x.x awhile they went off le i rest at home ~

wanted till 6 then went to take mrt to Orchard to pei

val collect some prize tickets she won .

that certain shopping mall dun seem to like mi ):

always need to walk around so long just to find it .

found it realise can actually watch then . so wasted x.x

but still can watch it other times :)

ate dinner at kfc . agn dun feel like eating lols x.x

then shop around bought a carebear ! white de bigger

then my usual :) then mrt home ~

reach home abt 9.30+ then went to bathe .

hao le then now resting ~

ok end here le bah byee :)

Hoorayy !! EOY Over !!! :D

2010-10-15T14:00:00.000+08:00

yay !!! exams finish le time to play :D

physics was fking hard . aiya but still overall

will pass de now must enjoy :D

holidays fastfast comecome ! then receive some

good news ;

21/10 going science discovery centre (okok bah :\)

26/10 going snow city !!!!!! (WOOOOHOOO!! :D)

so gonna enjoy the rest of 2010 :)

hope there wun be any problems le must stay happy as

much as i can !

yay yay yay ! one thing still bugs mi is scared i cant promote :(

hais but still praying ~ must promote de !

ok must maintain happy mood living the rest of 2010 with

no regrets :)

Anyway ;

after exam finish went to celebrate hidayu's belated/clara's early birthday !

ate choco cake ^^ then play water bomb !!!

so fun !! felt that the bomb not enought x.x refill so much but all

throwthrow finish x.x !

nvm had lots of fun :D now waiting for friends to upload pics

on facebook/blog :D

ok end here le ~ hope i can stay up late today as i have been

sleeping early for the pass few days x.x

byeee all !! :D

Maths Paper 2

2010-10-13T21:51:00.000+08:00

sian paper 2 today not good lo .

comfirm lose 11 marks . duno how do so hard la .

nvm hope still get A1 but cnt get first le ..

well left one more paper , physics .

can de bah but really hope i can promote ..

i very scared )': cnt promote i really will cry sia ..

pray hard i can ..

well after paper 2 went kfc with val for breakfast .

after that shop around then go home le .

rest then ate dinner then audi-ed .

now sian . good thing tmr no sku .

but tmr still going out with friends ~ next sat moving

hse le , somehow gonna miss my home now ):

ok end le bah byeeee ~

Chemistry Paper ~!

2010-10-12T22:30:00.000+08:00

waa today sibei heng .

the only chem notes i read hav questions inside !

sibei heng ah so MCQ okok :D

then behind slowly duno le x.x but nvm should be

able to pass bah :)

then went mac to eat breakfast . after that off to ice pool !

so long no pool le :D well skills lik cui dao x.x hehe :X

but slowly okok le bah :\

ple till abt 1 i think thn go off le .

*Thanks Jodie for lending jacket ! :D*

after that pei val go see pants n shoes at heartland mall .

shopshop thr awhile then go home ~

bathe then awhile slp le x.x my afternoon nap :P

slp at 3+ woke up at 5.30 o.o

thn ple audi o.o ate dinner thn continue playing .

hmm nth to say le end le byeeebyeee ~

Geog & Poa Paper ~

2010-10-11T16:07:00.000+08:00

today had geog n poa paper .

geog ah , anyhow do lo just write smth that

makes sence thn done ~ do it for 1hr n few mins

then slp ~

poa dam scared luhh ..

i miss one question 5 marks . duno how do ques 2

bad debt ._. others not sure correct or nt .

die i rlly need pass ... i dun wan retain )':

after that pei-ed val then went home ~

now resting at home , having headache x.x

just watching tv nth else to do D:

tmr chem dun feel lik studying x.x

faster over lei i dun wan so stress !!!!

end le bah byeee ~~

Exam exam .. Faster over ~

2010-10-04T19:03:00.001+08:00

well today nth much . cut my nails le )':

cus morning got attire check then need cut away ~

lessons are ok ~ keep hoping poa can pass x.x

geog like i totally dun understand !

after school sian got 3hr detention :(

ate something then went to detention .

the room was freaking hot can ?! fan spoil wth .

manage to do finish maths . detention hao le

then took bus home . bathed then use com.

cant believe why are some people so dumb .

useless things also wan go die . stupid la can?

ok nothing else i can think of to say le . byee ~

Friendships must stay strong ..

2010-10-03T21:03:00.000+08:00

today went bugis with valerie ~
bought a new shirt :) thats all trying to spend
my money wisely x.x
although i spend $22 today ._. hehehe =X
went out at 1 , walk for the fking long bus 80 .
finally come le then off to bugis . ate pastamania
before going to bugis street . went bugis street
shopshop ~ shop untill 6+ x.x legs tired then went
to tak bus home . sian sia the bus no seats need stand
the whole ride from bugis to hougang D: leg suan die x.x
then rush home , rush bathe faster online see wads going
on ): hais i still have no idea which means i duno how
to fix x.x tired die sighs ~
exam faster over ! having probs during this period is not good !
please .. hope everything be alright ):

Furry ; Fluffy ! :D

2010-10-01T19:09:00.000+08:00

today sku was normal . slacky bah
then after that stay in class slack with clique ~
then went ppm for lunch o.o
then waited for father bring mi home .
5+ went to see doc ;O now back n sian ..
EOY coming le .. faster over )':
i feel life .. its a very complicated thing ..
having troubles to myself & the people around me too ..
stop all this .. it really brings the mood down everyday ):
life .. please be kinder .. everyday seems to have
trouble around ..

English Paper 2 & SS ~

2010-09-28T16:02:00.000+08:00

Tmd !
i pray for english to be easy at the end so
dam hard can ?! i chiong sia not enough time
wtf ! ss more cui lo no need say -.-
sian la english no B4 le ...
stupid same setter . purposely wan us fail izzit?
sian la forget it over liao . dam happy ss over no need
listen in class le ^^ sian need wait 1week+ for the
next paper ~ i wan faster exam over la so stress ! D:
after exam went kfc to eat with peeps .
eat finish talk talk then took bus with glav home ~
now watching tv n blogging :X
well faster time fly ! i wan PASS n get OVER the exam !
ok end le byeeee ~~ :)

English & Chinese Paper 1 ~

2010-09-27T16:58:00.001+08:00

Today had Eng & Chi Paper 1 .
Scared sia .. English compo i write halfway duno how
write le .. Chi letter writing totally wrong . dun understand
wad they asking ._. well at least got write something ..
after that wait around with val they all then went home ~
bathe , ate some snacks then now using blogging n
watching tv . wow bored x.x
just post to keep blog alive ;O faster exam over ~
so stress x.x
decisions to make ~ thinkthinkthink ..
hais i'm not a decision maker very hard to think ..
i just wan peace .. living its so complicated ..

My Stomach is Killing Me ! ):

2010-09-23T18:03:00.000+08:00

waah didn't expect my stomach to become
so painful x.x pe then the pain starting to
become worse ): recess didn't have appetite .
after recess decided to take early leave .
so many ppl thr going home . then wait for mr taha
somemore waah ren very long .. finally can go .
took cab with val then faster go home chiong
bathe , vomitted while bathing x.x
then try to sleep . keep roll here n thr
trying to see which position makes it less painful x.x
finally i'm able to sleep ;O 4.30 woke up still abit pain
but can handle . ate mooncake since my stomach is
empty ;O then now blogging n watching tv .
i think the pain is coming back omg x.x
end here bah byeee ~

~~i'll always be there for u .. never leave me .. ♥~~

An extra Friend ..

2010-09-21T18:09:00.003+08:00

my life its a cycle ~
as of cus cycles repeats itself .
my primary life its repeating .. only of cus a little diff .
what i wish for is a true friendship . one tat u feel
belong in . always happy together . no secrets
between one another .
somehow .. i cant seem to find it .. n also losing trust
in people .. right now i feel i only have one friend .
not super close but an listening ear . also share
their stories .
i didn't want to leave but i just cant stand it anymore ..
it seems even if i'm there or not it does not make a
difference . i'm just an extra friend there . no one around, find me ~
got people, i'm left following like a lifeless soul ..
maybe i'm nt those talkative type .. but i still have feelings .
whn angry , i'm not needed , u'll find other friends ..
to me .. if i'm nt needed ; should not be a burden .
so i follow the friend thats closest to me .
u 2 having one another its enough :)
plus i feel that its also unfair .. things i do is always wrong
an ended up being scolded at .. hais ..
i'm not the kind to throw anger . i bottle up quite awhile ,
thinking should i leave or still stay n keeping everything in..
Thanks for the past ~ Starting anew i guess ..

~~To a certain Bitch ;~~

~~don't step one that scolds vulgar at every moment hor .~~

~~u dun like me i noe , i fking hate die u .~~

~~learning all the bad words then every moment scolding it?~~

~~please lah hor ! mai step one lian lah .~~

~~today u shout out in maths i feel like shooting u right there .~~

~~duno say la ! mai step n scold like one fking dog .~~

~~act urself hor bitch . dun step one when u r NEVER lian .~~

Sighs ..

2010-09-16T23:20:00.001+08:00

now forcing myself awake x.x
cnt tahan headache coming :X ..
today pe dam tiring x.x lols but fun
bah :D
fun is ss period . nice one val ! (Y) !
haahaha shoot mr singh .
anyway thn after sku eat lunch then go for
poa remedial . did abit only x.x
then my test 13/30 ): i cnt fail poa sia ..
or else i cnt go sec 4 x.x
i wan at least sec 4 can le ): pray hard !
ok i end le cnt type i going tohh x.x
byeee :)

~~sry i duno why keep getting piss/sad easily ..~~

Hopes .. Prays ..

2010-09-13T12:40:00.000+08:00

must learn to keep blog alive bah :)
never go sku today not feeling well ..
thinking abt my new hse .. sad nt near mrt station
le somemore the bus stop to go to sku so far ~
hais transport are not as good as i'm staying here nw..
the purpose of moving is to get money .. but
instead parents anyhow use .. so i feel
wasted .. should nt have even sold such a gd hse ..
i cant trust my parents fully .. lik someone told me;
Trust urself the most . :)
guess its true .. i learning to save money on my own.
in case one day whn we rlly need it , can use ..
My life .. always have downs more then ups ..
i wan a happy life .. or maybe just a little more happier ..
although ppl say , gt people who are leaving worse then u .
true but mine is nth to do with parents .. just the
people i meet n how am i being treated by them .
feels like everyday sure there is smth that makes me
unhappy .. Everyday praying , add some luck in my life ~

MyLife .. ItsNeverHappy ~

2010-09-12T02:26:00.000+08:00

well middle of the night posting agn .
now sat le .. so fast holiday over ..
studied rlly less .. i'm rlly useless ..
every single day there will always be
problems happening around .. why ..
i dun wan this life .. the whole freaking week
have headache -.- pathetic .
sighs .. but still everyday have probs ..
i rlly wan now is faster EOY ..
i need to get rid of all this stress ..
still waiting for happen endings .. hope it will
happen soon ..

2010-09-07T01:58:00.003+08:00

wee its 1.55am n i'm up hyper agn :D
was texting but that si piggy sleep le x.x
this pass days been chionging in audi ~
dam tired ..
plus also keep having headaches x.x
sibei xin ku sia !
tues le hais holiday not enuff laaa D:
keep thinking of end-of-year very scared ..
i hope i can promote bah ):
nth much to say just feel that i really need one
day to relax but i just cant x.x
ok end le bah byeee :D

2010-09-06T02:11:00.000+08:00

weeee its 2.13am and i'm still high ! :D
just came out of audi lols . wanted to find a song
but decided to post first ! ^^
hmm took a random pic n post it so look more
interesting ^^ well thinking abt exam ..
scared lei i rlly duno how to pass ):
hais wish got miracle happen x.x
then also thinking about life ~
alot of down side leading to sadness n tears )':
although it will end up ok but still sad ~
hope nth goes wrong anymore x.x
i dun like tears to keep streaming down )':

2010-08-29T11:34:00.000+08:00

very long no post le ps just being lazy ~
pass few days have been audi-ing to chiong pts .
ytd many probs untill agn cause anger n sadness..
my life this problems kept coming by non-stop ..
hais .. life is tough .. wish that everything to be
easier .. no hurts n tears just happy endings ..
now just feeling guilty .. hurted a love one ..
hais i'm such an idiot .. sorry for everything ..

2010-08-23T15:12:00.000+08:00

today go farm !
lols at first i tot those kind of smelly muddy
de farm thn feel disappointed . but thn realise
i been to the farm before :D
sadly many shops are close only the chicken
n bird farm part open . many kind of eggs :D
first here the farmer , mr william lecture us .
show us many kinds of birds xD
then after the talk got break . wow ate quite alot.
ate bread , drank 2 packet of milo n ate some
quail eggs they provide ^^ yummy ~
then they giv us worksheet must go around find .
we do abit dun wan do le -.- so decided to interview
the farmer :D good cus no ppl to interupt . get quite
a few information . done le we needed to wait for the
bus . bought 2 packet of quail eggs :D cheap so buy ^^
bus lai le then off back to sku . pei-ed jodie wait for
her aunt thn awhile i go le . took cab home .
bathed then now resting ~ hmm maybe going ple
maple awhile ~ end le ltr thn upload pics :) byee ~

2010-08-17T17:40:00.002+08:00

time to update my blog ~
ok nth much abt today but tmr no need
go sku :D stay at home for e-learning :\
ytd after sku stay awhile to cut cake for
may-aug birthday babies :)
haha n last sun was ms chan birthday so
waited for her in canteen .
as usual after blowing n cutting cake fight
begins ~ someone make my skirt n shirt !
grr hmph nvm thn rach make my face ._.
lol ok thn cab home with rach n phylicia .
hmm as usual just stay at home use com .
back rlly hurts now x.x !
lols just a so called short post to update my
blog bah =X ok 2 pics coming up :D

still not sure with my life ..
i'm trying to forget .. it hurts .. :'(
i can't control myself ..

2010-08-11T19:46:00.000+08:00

hais wished that no sku today but have
to go ):
1st period how nice have ss test . i duno
how write so is rlly short ._. i was like
seeing everyone at least 2 pages then i just
suan le sure fail anyway .
maths walao mr larry left us with one duck -.-
the voice like duck can somemore talk so loud
our ears buaytahan ah !
after recess had 2 periods of chem . play with the
mixtures getting nice colours :D
i manage to make a rainbow ! ^^
then had pe . played volleyball so called lols .
had assembly then after sku cab home ~
sian the maple keep getting probs cnt go in ._.
then decided to go sleep . woke up ate dinner now
using com ~
lazy to tok le , picture time :D

2010-08-08T23:37:00.000+08:00

today afternoon went icepool to find

val n jas they then went to bugis ~

well walk around alot but cant seem to think

wad to buy x.x

at the end bought a pouch n got a ribbon .

lols had dinner at pastamania thn after

that jiantat's dad fetch us home .

sry short post just to update my blog .

tmr thn upload pic from friday bah :)
byeeee ~

2010-08-05T20:16:00.000+08:00

time to update my blog ~

today lessons boring :\ aiya sku is boring !

pe played bossa-ball ! :D jumpjump ~! xD

thn after sku stay bac do corrections with teacher

after that tak my poa re-test . sian ah write wrong

le i duno how do! sure fail -.-

after tat went kovan ate pizza hut :D

ate le play cheese art-work ^^

then went shopping around ~

after that bus-ed home .bathed n now using com .

yay tmr end sku 10am :D

slacky day tmr ~ ok end here le bah byeess !

picture time ^^

2010-07-31T16:14:00.001+08:00

30th JULY 2010;

Happy 100th Year Anni to Yuying Secondary :)

morning went to eat mac breakfast with

jodie n rach . then sku starts at 9.10 .

ended at 11.35 thn went home to prepare for

tonight concert at esplanade .

cant decide wad to wear so wear one dress n

brought another to jodie hse to decide . wore the

black one :) thn rach n weiyu came . ate mac for

lunch . abt 5.50+ left the hse to tak train go . bused

to serangoon mrt thn took circle line to esplanade .

wow its so crowded inside x.x finally reach esplanade .

see so many ppl wear formal nicenice ! :D

went inside n get seated . the performance was nice :)

somehow when i see the band perform i miss it :\

then it ended . mrt-ed to kovan with val n rach .

ate at mac for supper x.x thn rach dad fetch me

home , Thanks :) was dead tired ~

bathe, blowed hair . text abit then KO le x.x

ok picture time :)

2010-07-24T21:57:00.002+08:00

23th July 2010;

went sku for only 2 periods thn end le :)

went to eat yoshinoya for breakfast with

val . thn went home to bathe .

met vl at hougang point . bought shoes for

the 100th yr nxt friday :D thn went amkhub .

walk around , ate stuff n play jubeat! ^^

lols getting addicted to that game . met

Glav, Lenis, Xueyi & Clara thn shop awhile .

rest went home while mi n val went kovan

bowl . wanted to play pool but the counter

was an idiot china girl that wun let us play -.-

tried to call ppl but all busy . so cab home ~

slept early as i not feeling well .

but whole night cnt slp keep slp thn every

hour wake up x.x

24th July 2010;

today went cube with light mei n her friend .

played audi thr for 2hrs ~

after that went up they bought bubble .

thn went arcade play ~ play jubeat agn :)

hahaha after tat sat on one of the car game chairs

n watch they 2 play shooting games . akira thn

came to meet us . slack thr awhile thn mrt-ed home .

bathe , ate dinner now resting ..

throat fking pain ): back still hurts too ..

hais so xin ku x.x

hao bah i end here , byeee ~

2010-07-22T20:01:00.000+08:00

feel that my life is super suay .

starts my leg broke now still recovering .

n today my back suddenly hurts like hell ..

i did nth somemore just liddat ): now still hurting

like hell . today bought my coloured contacts .

blue&maroon . surprisingly .. today i didn't

feel lik texting much .. just reply those that had

text mi while mostly i'm the one hu start ..

hais .. continuously moody at the same stuff ..

i dun wan to hurt ppl but i end up hurting myself

n them .. 2010 is curse for mi .. i need to be good ..

i wish that life help mi choose the right choices ..

prayed it will go smooth agn ..

2010-07-14T19:44:00.000+08:00

afternoon wanted to post but my blogger

smth wrong :\ nbm now post :D

today lessons are as usual . skip assembly n

have lik 2 periods of pe :D wooo dance hiphop

fun sia! dance the song omg-usher . nicenice cant

wait nxt week xD dance to waste time mr lawrence

tell some scary stories . thn sku end tak bags change

uni top . realise my wallet missing ._. go find mr hafiz

ask around thn finally found it at class =X

hais still having the prob of losing my wallets x.x

hope it will nvr happen agn ): ate abit at canteen with

val then went home . nth to do so took a nap untill

now x.x ok end le bah byeee ~

pics during chem class ~

2010-07-13T21:10:00.001+08:00

today sku was boring bah .

4 lessons has 2 periods x.x kns .

well at least 2 of the lessons was at air-con rm ~

then after sku went kovan with val . ate at kfc .

eat hao le jas came thn did some shopping .

finally hav my care bear :D

Thanks Valerie !!!

then went 'ThisFashion' see clothes .

after that slack abit thn bus home . reach home le

faster do finish my maths hw thn go bathe ~

bathe hao le went to eat . now blogging ~

this weekend gonna celebrate val birthday :)

sian they wan watch horror show x.x

end le bah byee ~

2010-07-12T18:38:00.000+08:00

Sorry long time no post was kinda lazy x.x

now finally update my blog ~

today lessons was okok bah as usual .

then after sku went heartland with val .

ate at toast box . tried the curry chicken .

nice :D then went shopping around thn bus-ed

home . wanted to do my hw realised my maths

hw was under my table . shyt! hope tmr poa will

be slacky so i can faster do finish x.x

now english hw . sian lazy do ): nbm left one mor

emotion thinking was to write . now wan rest to play

audi but no one on x.x

currently confuse .. decisions that i dun wanna choose ..

wish life was simpler to prevent anymore hurt ..

end le bah byee ~

2010-07-04T00:06:00.000+08:00

today went to watch eclipse with lots of ppl !

jodie, rachel, valerie, jovial, melvin, kenji,

kengjoo n benson ~

it was good :D to me the only sad part was that

jacob could nt get bella ): so sad . see jacob hurt

aiyoo ~ after watching this cant wait for breaking dawn!!

must watch!!! ok thn pei val buy pouch for her mum

thn go find rach bring mi to whr they are eating for

dinner . ate popeyes thn went virtual land to play .

lols learn mor of how to play jubeat :D

9+ took bus 88 with rachel jovial n kengjoo .

rach stop at my stop to change bus to 62 .

pei her wait untill the bus come thn off home .

leg feels tired x.x chatted on phone now posting .

my mind keep thinking breaking dawn! faster

come outttt!!

hao bah end le byeee ~

2010-06-28T02:09:00.000+08:00

hmm 2.09am nt asleep .

sku start le sian dao D:

everyone is still in the holiday mood right?

the holiday just seems to fly soo fast ):

tmr first day cnt go as i cant even walk

properly ._. hope my friends are alright on

the first day :)

no hw plsss x.x hope the first week will be

slacky abit . bad thing is my thoughts kept

running wild .. everyday tears seem to drop ..

wish everything will be alright ..

dun wan to lose anything anymore ..

gonna miss ppl as busy during sku days x.x

trying to pass either my chi or combinehumans

le bah . wish the nxt half of the year will go

better ~

byee all . tc :)

2010-06-20T18:14:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday To Me ! ♥

15 yr old le . sadly now i at home :X

guess ytd so called celebrated my birthday bah ~

rach went amk while val went home le left jas

still playing my ipod touch ;O

hmmm quite bored have headach x.x feel abit

moody to lols ..

hao bah hope from today onwards nth else goes

wrong anymore x.x

byeee ~~

2010-06-14T23:21:00.000+08:00

hey ~

morning lie in bed awhile then on

com went in audi .

didn't feel like playing so hear

the music while lying on bed ..

val suddenly msg mi wan go out or nt,

since i nth better to do decided to go :\

waited for val msg thn went to meet her

at hougang mrt station . mrt-ed to bugis .

shop shop bought quite amount of things .

mrt-ed back to hougang then played pool

awhile then bused home .

thinking how's my life gonna be as time

is ticking pass ~

just dun understand why things kept going

the wrong way ..

2010-06-14T01:22:00.000+08:00

hmm cant seem to sleep .

suppose to go teresa's house to ton

de but my stupid father agn start saying

nonono -'- wads the prob sia go classmate

hse stay also cnt walao . i'm lik big enought

le why ban all the freedom now ? this year

just sux la all parents turning worse .

why izzit ... 2010 is the yr of hurt ..

it can nvr bring half happiness at all .. just hurt

over n over agn .. hais maybe not loving is the best ..

just my heart cant corporate with my brain .

just doing the exact opposite .. nvm maybe hurt

is just wad i deserve ..

end le bah . just trying to update my blog . byee.

~~all guys are just the same ..~~

2010-06-04T23:28:00.001+08:00

ok! time to update my half dead blog x.x

lols ps been playing audi n maple too much

then lazy update xD had fun during rachel's

n class chalet the pass week . today stayed

at home and play audi :D

today married in audi hehe ^^ hope nth goes

wrong le bah :D but so far i only took one

picture x.x other time thn update bah :X

tmr going cut hair thn go bugis with val to shop

shop n see event stuff :D

just came out of audi n chatting on msn :X

ok this short post tmr i'll try to update bah x.x

kk byeee :D

♥;040610

2010-05-25T22:12:00.001+08:00

ytd nvr go sku plus whole day nose block.

thn at night cnt slp! morning wake up push

myself to go sku ): i cough untill wan vomit

thn assembly feel lik fainting D: have duno

wad toks then went for early recess .

rush our food thn go library for comic thingy .

very slacky bah draw abit then slack ~

wait untill 1+ then release le .

went kovan with val to eat lunch then window

shop at this fashion . went going off le saw one

brownie stall bought n shared with val . lols clumsy

her half of it drop on the floor xD

walk to busstop take 82 home ~

showered then played audi all the way till 8+ xD

waa cough untill very jialat untill almost vomit x.x

ate abit for dinner only then now chatting on msn :X

ok end here le bah byee .

learn to forget the past ,

buried all of it deep down to prevent it from interfering our life .

if i'm not wanted , i should let it go and not be a burden .

goodbyee to the past , moving on without regrets :)

2010-05-23T18:48:00.002+08:00

22/5

went hougang mall in the morning to buy

present n eat breakfast with val~ thn mrt

to cck ,lrt to bangkit n went to kor hse to

celebrate his birthday :D

at first went thr was quite weird as no girls

were there lols :X then they played themselves

at first . slowly we all get along well and had

lots of fun ^^ especially playing stress at night :D

decided to ton at kor's hse . after showering

we played cards as duno wad else to do . then

around 4+am sat on the matteress n chit chat .

val suddenly goes wild o.o at the end manage

to help her relax =X untill 6+am went to slp x.x

woke up at 8+am by val as she needs to go home.

lol all still sleeping but some woke up n say byees~

went to lot 1 to eat breakfast . thn took mrt to amk

n cab home ~ not bad manage to stay awake till 6am

:D but woke up at 8pm waa dam tired x.x

reach home bathe then sleep =X now awake gonna

play audi . had lots of fun there cant wait for the

nxt party which is ahboy's de :D but in august x.x

lols ok bah end here byeee :)

2010-05-19T23:17:00.000+08:00

I was moody at something then penpen mega-ed for me :)

♥ThankYous ~

Hahas! Me n Jas team to VS Melvin n some random guy .

We chiong to see Melvin in a Penguin Suit! xD

Just Now playing with penpen ~

Before the game start i was changing the girl's

Blur Face.

Then the Game Started n Glitch Him Wearing it! ;D

Just Now play WheelOfFortune then Get:

♥Blackwings!! DJ Deck ! Fortune Kitty ! :D

Sadly it last for only 7 Days ):

2010-05-19T23:06:00.000+08:00

today didn't go sku .

woke up felt headach so didn't really

feel lik going . afternoon mum bring mi go see

another hse which is the last decision then lucky

its ok :) waited for mei sms thn took mrt to dhoby

ghaut ~ met mei , nuer n mintking at cube :D played

cube for 2hr then they go le i went kfc for dinner .

mrted back to hougang thn go find jas val n their friends .

slack awhile , bought a pencil case with val then

walk home eating my chocolate bought at plaza sing :D

showered then played audi with penpen . awhile call him

go sleep as he keep complaining he tired ._.

ok end le bah byee ~

nxt post will be audi pics :D

2010-05-18T21:15:00.002+08:00

sian sku start le faster june holidays!

went to sku to check papers .

wow so bad sia i fail 3 sub x.x

finally smth worse thn my chi is combine

humans xD poa walao almost pass :X

phy okok . maths walao i rlly need 1 mor

marks for A1 nnb!!! keep try find ended up

cnt x.x tmr thn take chem n english bah .

poa must pass sia fail 3 very poor lei ):

after sku went amk as val wan collect ring.

after that went mos burger to eat lunch .

went back point as val wan buy things to

make :D went jas block thr make . hao le

bought a bread home to eat n wait for that

stupid long bus ._. reach home showered

then now using com n smsing .

ok end le bah byee n one thing :

Happy 1st Month Anniversary To,
Valerie & Zhengwei :D

Last Long Ah!!! ^^

2010-05-17T01:20:00.001+08:00

16/5

ok went tamp mall with dad today .

wanted to fix my phone thn ended up

they say thr is buy phone wan fix need

go LG fix which is at harborfront -.-

thn decided to watch movie Iron Man 2 .

hmm its nice but the metal hitting very loud x.x

lols then shop shop . buy all shoes xD

wanted to go see grandma but ended up nvr

plus she suddenly fever x.x then ate swensens

for dinner n reach home around 7 . showered thn

played audi untill now . sian nth to see on tv x.x

tmr going pool with val jas they all

ok hao le byee .

jas edit photo : its nice

2010-05-06T18:21:00.000+08:00

time to update blog ~

so far been pleing audi this few days .

wan find chiong ring cpl also cnt lols..

dun wan find le bah ~

today had geog n maths paper 1 .

geog study also no use x.x i open up the

paper is lik i duno le ._. so anyhow write

thn sleep ~

break thn maths .

hmm okok bah only lik 2 ques not sure

especially the last x.x forget how do liao .

thn end le went kfc to eat with val .

2 walk bac to sku for a short poa remedial .

hais still not sure sia . very scared poa fail x.x

hao bah nth much to say le :\ byeee

really wishing for happiness ..

2010-05-03T10:01:00.000+08:00

ok my blog is dead so lets begin ~

this weekend hais its ups n downs ~

but it all started with our form teacher calling

mi n val's parents whn thr is actually not needed

to -.- thn busy keep finding houses ~ without

a car its tiring n fking hot sia ! why the weather

has to be so hot ._. fri n sun had gone work ~

but now cant work le as much cus parents scold

mi cus of that stupid call -.-

nvr step extra as u will lead mor troubles .

hmmm stating of may le ~ exams are coming

sian not prepared lei ! hope my results dun drop

so badly x.x trying to pass every sub except one which

is chi that i can NVR pass xP

ok sadly my LG phone spoil ! thn now using the old

phone ._. sad sia cnt tak pic tmd ! duno whn can

fix lei x.x ok end le bah byeee :)

2010-04-30T00:11:00.001+08:00

Happy 19th birthday Rabbit :)

ok this is just a short post bah .

if i have time i will update wad will happen

tmr ^^ time is 12am+

ok byee nights :D

2010-04-28T19:16:00.001+08:00

today waa feel so sleepy the whole day x.x

morning frc so ps kana called up sia :X

thn went to src mr teo wan to tok with me

n val abt that incident ~ nth much just say

why we didn't stop them :\ sian thn kana

detention ._. stand around only sia kana

detention kns ;O

go bac class lols , 3 teachers nvr come today

so slack ~ thn after sku went mac with val study .

see we so guaii xD hahahaa . 5+ walk to heartland

thn took bus home . showered now texting n blogging

lols . ok end le bah byeee :)

Lies.Of.Hope

2010-04-26T22:50:00.012+08:00

today had eng n chi paper 1 .

chi totally duno anyhow write .

eng wrote alot in compo , 432words but seems

to be alot of crap . after sku jas n kailing went opp

sku puff while mi n val stand around .

suddenly mr taha come up thn they kana . at first

mi n val tot mi nth wrong but suddenly jas call say

we need write our statement . but lucky they wun

call our parents . went kovan to eat n shop .

after that go around hougang slack with zhengwei's

group . played hangman n bingo . abt 7+ went home .

showered n played audi . sent around chain msg .

ended up now rllly very shag .. or even worse ..

i think i made penpen rlly very disappointed .. sry

but i cant seem to cheer up this situation .. sry ..

guess i'll end here ..byee

~~i'm already down.. why still say as if i still~~
~~have hope.. dun say what u dun mean it..~~
~~i'll can nvr be urs.. stop giving me lies of hope ..~~

2010-04-26T00:21:00.005+08:00

25/4

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JODIE

today morning kana woken up by a msg

agn by penpen ;X ytd wake mi up ay 7am!

today wake mi up at 9+ ._. i wan slp de sia x.x

lol nbm thn ate breakfast wait untill 12+ go see hse.

saw 2 thn go home quickly charge my phone .

ple audi while waiting my phone charge finish ~

finally finish le father bring mi go find val jas they all .

slack awhile thn go amk there shop shop ~

thn evening le go my block slack .

my mum say bought a hse le at 619 .

lol val was high as opposite her block .

hais i end le bah dun wan write le byee .

cant seem to fall for others ..

2010-04-24T00:35:00.000+08:00

23/4

today sku was normal . i guess :\ cant seem

to rmb . after sku cab home as bag super

heavy. slp awhile thn val text mi pei her n jas work

at serangoon . since near go bah. the sales were good

after that zhengwei came to help. finish the 2 blocks

went one blog to meet up with the others awhile thn

go base. thn took 147 home .

even though my parents nvr call i cnt reach home late.

maybe they just close one eye . but i cant take

advantage of it or my freedom will get even more lesser .

the yr, 15, for girls will not be good some ppl said .

i agree . maybe not 15 or its just the year 2010 .

no good luck only bad n worse . felt as though cant

survive in 2010 . it rlly sucks with all the hurt n lost .

just very saddening ):

well nth much to say le . end here bah byee ~

2010-04-22T19:29:00.000+08:00

cant seem to upload the pics .

nbm just random post to keep blog alive.

today leesons were normal , agn skip phy .

really no mood .. after sku went to compass

to make cake with rachel . thn wait for my mum

bring mi home . showered ate now at com just

watch finish show .

no pics no mood so cant really type much.

guess i go audi le

byee ~

felt something is missing ..

2010-04-19T21:46:00.000+08:00

today very saddening ): alot of sadness .

n dulan n teachers !

first teacher : chi teacher (expected she sux!)

walao first time sia . teacher call us change , sry

FORCE us change . ccb i just ran 2.4 can dam

sweaty la cb! mi val tell the teacher recess thn

change she kpkb .

2nd teacher : phy teacher .

so nice to aim mi ah? cnt see i dun wan do ur fking

work?! ur teacher skill is write down thn we copy .

was shyt is this! so dun bother to do ur work .

end class liao keep calling mi for wad . ur worksheet

others also nvr passup why come find mi? shout my

name untill so shuang like one mad dog in the class -.-

i noe u jealous my name very nice la . just nicely

fk off from my business ok :)

ok thn went home audi~~ rest audi ~

just now went see hse now come bac post.

ok end le bah byee .

RestInPeace Egan ... You will be missed lots ~ :')

2010-04-16T23:52:00.000+08:00

today nth much

leesons seem to fly by quite fast but

many homework x.x thn after sku went

kovan with val to eat . ate kfc .

after that went this fashion shop shop .

went toilet found phylicia sabrina yulou.

thn went bac to this fashion with them

tagging along ~ after that bused home .

slept awhile then was woken up by val's

call -.- went hougang point for dinner with

val n jas . thn met up with roy . went under

block slack awhile but jas went off first . then

about 10.30+ bused home .

short post bah just to update my blog lols .

tmr going sentosa with many many people :D

ok end le byee

2010-04-12T20:59:00.000+08:00

today lessons were normal ~
after sku went canteen to celebrate
March n April birthday babies :D lol we
were all lik grabbing jodie down thn she
first one kana xD thn the cake war begin !
si rach make my face ! no fair x.x
ok thn realise wow its oily ! thn melvin wanted
to throw cake at duno hu the cake drop untill my
back! omg wo de shirt hao ke lian x.x
thn went toilet wash up n change to pe shirt .
after that went up do my poa test . walao hard
can i duno how do! so last min i delay untill chiong
anyhow do last ques lols . thn off to kovan ~
rach wanted to mak pics thr but duno how use the
machine so suan le go kovan eat at toast box .
after that went window shopping then took bus 80
home . ohya bought the veet hair removable . showered
thn went to put on my legs n arms . leg remove nicely
but arm lik abit itchy but now ok le ~ smooth lols!
ok now on comp . duno wad to do ..
rabbit go NS le mei you ren pei wo chat at night D:
wonder how is he at thr sure tired de :x
ok waiting for his sms ~
k bah end here le bah byee :D

2010-04-12T01:12:00.000+08:00

well its late thn feel lik posting ~

10/4

ok morning keep waking up n slp thn suddenly

jodie call and ask if i could bring over ss book

for her :X rush to her hse as i need to go out ltr

finally reach le keep feeling the weather very hot

x.x lols thn drink one green tea thn g2g to dhoby ~

was lik thinking of taking cab to the nearest mrt

but thn no cab! so call my mother fetch mi to

sreangoon mrt thn mrt to dhoby ~

reach le went arcade to find jas n 3 other friends .

they play awhile bought snacks thn off to watch

the movie 'le grand chef 2' .

beginning quite boring cus keep tok tok thn after

that ok le ~ after movie went hougang park for

jas's friend bbq . didn't eat much lols one mouth

of fried rice took from jas? xD lol thn all started to

play flour :x i nvr ple also kana lols! jas n moon started

the fun haha . to mi fiona nvr clean of really totally white!

thn got taiji i was hoping dun get caught by police x.x

so i watch out for them . at the end nth ._.

so slack around ~ walk bac to the bbq chit chat ~

around 11.20 i go off le as my mum keep nagging -.-

bused home showered use com awhile slp le ~

anyway ..

CONGRATS FOR GETTING DISTINCTION

BAND MATES !!! WELL DONE :D

11/4

ok today waah whole day see hse!

ok 3 we went amk to see 2 houses . gt 1 small but ok

actually . sadly i think agn ... very far from hougang D:

as hougang is my hang out place T.T thn go see one

near yingyun hse thr de opposite ~ its a 4 rm flat . but

seems that the hall quite big . to me seems abit waste as

too big nth much to use . plus quite ex :X so its a no then ..

then went ahma hse to eat dinner . ate curry thn cookies n cream

ice cream ^^ niceee . thn eat hao le tak a short nap as i

noe my mum wun wan to go bac so early . thn 9+

go home le . showered hao le use com watch maple story vids

lols . bored ma duno wad else to do x.x now 1am+

le but dun feel lik sleeping D: so fast monday le sian sia!

not enought rest !! fk la hate to go sku hear teachers

nag . sian monday i hate the most. 2 chi period somemore

need stay bac to do poa test that time absent . this

sux ! sua ren ren ren .. point now is FINDING NEW HOUSE .

hope can get a hse to my expectations x.x

ok end le bah byeee .

2010-04-08T21:04:00.000+08:00

hmm today quite normal day bah ~

eh lazy to describe just normal sku ~

after sku mum fetch mi thn fetch jas come my hse.

cook porridge agn lols! while cooking sylvester come

my hse . eat hao le jas n sylvester went to buy thing

while i stay at home as very headach :X suddenly

rach call mi n she's gone mad o.o thn say coming

my hse lols .rach come le follow by jas .

rach cook while mi n jas just lay around

thx for the dumplings :D

then just lie around watch tv wait for time to fly .

7.30 le they went off ~ i went to showered now

sian :X true friends are not easy to find ~

ok end le byees :D

2010-04-06T20:39:00.001+08:00

well today morning woke up have the feeling

dun wan go sku agn ~

but since got napfa just go bah.

lazy type lessons as normal ~ after sku see the

band do their marching . quite badly bah ):

then went for napfa . finish le go jas hse as she

wan cook porridge ~ she lost her phone D:

ok she cook le ate thn ate some duck rice awhile

my mum bring mi home . for once my mother talk

really useful sense lols .

not everyone said can be true ~
although i'm naive i will nvr spread ppl secrets ~

people may change but didn't noe it ~

think positive :D

2010-04-05T20:01:00.002+08:00

today monday back to sku le D:

sian think sku no mood le x.x but bo bian

force myself to ren at least Nlvl .

ok geog nth much wan sms also duno to

hu x.x nbm wait untill bell ring pe le ~

had to run 2.4 x.x 1st round i run ok nth wrong

but 2nd round i cnt run! leg cramp dao x.x

had to walk to whole round x.x

so mark as not completed :X then everyone

sweaty go back class for chi had chi test -.-

anyhow do thn wait the bell ring ~

thn recess ~ after recess had eng 2 periods .

jodie phylicia pamela desiree n me just kept

toking abt stories in life . quite interesting ~

phy le we still toking . then bell ring le time flies

fast :D went canteen found rach thn jodie go le

pei her awhile then my mum come le . fetch mi home

showered sleep le . untill 6+ roll around in bed thn 7+

saw rabbit is back in sing :D welcome back ~ ^^

then now chatting with him . ok g2g eat dinner le byees :)

i'm sorry i irritated u .. guess i really becoming more
n more stupid by the minute .. relax alright i'll just try to
be there when u need it ..

2010-04-03T12:22:00.002+08:00

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went amk to watch movie with jas n her

friends . went to watch 'when in rome'

lols quite funny :)

after watching jas n i met meizhen n eugene

and follow them . we sat at some stairs waiting

for val n xiaolian .

they come le mrt to bukit batok .

on the way got some taiji with one chao lao

30+ guy that so called jio xiaolian but keep

calling val . he keep calling thn jas ans talk thn pass

the phone around scolding lols!

thn more ppl coming asking wads wrong its like

very big group in the mrt o.o

reach le agn walk walk around trying to find the blk ;O

found le sit down chit chat while waiting for the icecream

come le then start work ~

wow its really bad sell lik 2 boxes only :X

around 10.40 i g2g le parents calling so cab to bukit batok

mrt as tired to walk n duno how go . thn mrt to amk then

wanted to wait for bus but check nid wait 16mins -.-

then suan le cab home ~

reach home abt 11.40+ dad kpkb . eh before midnight ma .

showered thn use com awhile wait for replies untill i KO le x.x

dun get it la too us 11+ is fking early can?!

everyone now like going him 12am+ is normal wad .

seriously last yr i can lik anytime go home .

why this yr parents so fk up ? first dun let mi stay over now

reach home before 11? go die la so fking early.

2010 not a good year for love n family .

friends still holding on hope it doesn't go down.

ok end le bah byee

ok ps for the handwriting it was on the bus

keep shacking !

2010-04-02T00:41:00.001+08:00

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Happy Belated Birthday HuiYu

Happy Birthday GekTing Meii :D

today quite fun bah :D

morning go sku as usual but thn after

recess took half leave .

omg ytd also took they recognize mi!

sian cnt take leave for awhile le x.x lols

thn val also took leave we went to eat ice cream

before going home ~

reach home ko le lols thn woken up by val's

call to go pool with jas . played pool and saw yingyun

with cindy n one more guy thr . play pool untill 5.30

jas n val went to work while i pei yingyun go compass

point shop shop . walk around ate yoshinoya for dinner

thn chat . abt 8+ went back plaza played lan, audi .

lols very fun especially when playing 1,2 party xD

hahaha yingyun learning thn we 2 lik keep comparing

lols very fun xD

play till 11+ took 147 home ~

ok end here le bah byee :D

2010-03-31T21:32:00.000+08:00

as someone complain my blog is dead

so today post bah :\

ok nth much morning actually have the

feeling dun wan to go sku de .

at the end decided to took half day bah :D

chem test got 22/25 .

so bad highest 23 ms chan dun wan giv me

1 mark >< lols as i heard tmr got another

chem test? o.o omg nvr study at all D:

thn ytd got back maths re-test got 20/20 ^.^

hehehe reach home showered thn was trying

to sleep this certain siaozhaborh call me wan

come my hse slack :P

hahaha so nvr hav my afternoon nap keep

hitting each other n use com ~

8+ she go off le went to meet val :\

now sitting waiting for ppl come see the hse .

sian no show to watch x.x

ok bah end le byee :)

Thanks rabbit for ur comfort this pass few day :D

2010-03-25T21:27:00.002+08:00

helloo ~

this few days keep wan to sleep liddat x.x

guess not enought sleep ;O

in the morning wake up keep wan continue

slp so comfortable :3

but cnt must guaii go sku ~

today erm nth much in sku bah .

after sku went heartland buy new moon DVD

then wait for the rain to stop thn go home .

shower jiu sleep le lols :X

aiya nth much to say bah just wanted to make

the blog active :\

was shock today by smth .

ok end le bah byee :D

found this old pic in my friendster o.o

why do i still think of u ... u dun love me anymore i should forget u .. i wan to stop loving u but i just cant seem to .. don't noe why i still care whn i dun wan too .. ):

2010-03-19T22:45:00.000+08:00

ok i'm bac :)

whole day stay at home as i got fever x.x

wanted to find twins they all de D:

sian why cant i be sick on mon or sun instead ><

so no nid go sku ma :P

hehe nbm .sian haven do homework sia .

lazy to do x.x

now got abit strength to use com so chat awhile .

faster tmr cure le lei i wan go out de x.x

holiday just seems to fly so fast ):

ok end le bah duno wad else to say

byee :)

2010-03-17T00:53:00.000+08:00

the picture says it all :D

happy 16th birthday tiong en :)

16 le must happy hor dun always emo .

hope u enjoy this day .

good luck for your N'levels :)

ok after the outing then continue the post

byee nights :D

2010-03-11T18:15:00.000+08:00

today nvr go sku thn sleep untill 10+
decided to go sku in the afternoon to
help my class to clean our stall for the food
and fun fair on this sat .
went we went in the stall . our first reaction was
'wow its dirty'
then realize almost all our class boys sux .
just sit outside nvr help ?
only 2 boys 1 from 3n2 jasper the other graduate
le call willy help clean the most .
ok finally clean hao le chit chat awhile to think
how to decorate the stall. thn mi n rach pei jodie
wait for her aunt to come .
wait very long untill finally g2g le rach lent her the
phone call her aunt first . after that went bus stop
met josiah then took bus 62 home .
now using com . in facebook nuer keep questioning
whywhywhy x.x lols ok end le bah byeee :)

2010-03-10T21:08:00.004+08:00

lessons just same as boring ~

after sku went popular with rach thn

she bought one board game call 'sea battle'

then she came my hse teach my how to play .

play 2 rounds then ate dinner . then i watch

tv while rach continue her another nice art

piece for her file lols :D

8pm she went home then i went to bathe .

when i came out realize rach did not bring

home her board game lols o.o

ok end my day here bah byees~

to both:

i'm sorry for wad i done .

you should have told me earlier don't bother up inside .

if i didn't noe wad i did wrong i'll just continue n might

make things even worse? if u bottle up the anger will also

grow and if u finally wan to tell mi u'll might explode .

i not good with words so wad i say maybe another meaning

to you . but please don't bottle up , just tell mi in a calm manner

then i will try to fix wad i done . if u explode i might end up crying

n scared not noeing wad to do. i never experience this problems

before but i'll like to noe if wad i done makes anyone of u unhappy

just tell mi . i'll will try to change abit n try nt to do it again .

to one:

i'm very sorry ..

i noe its not fair i nvr tell u things, as in primary sku

i'm always use to telling 1 . don't think that u are not

important to me but u r .. i'm sorry for one time smth i

said mak u very upset .. i forgotten n maybe said too much.

i scared if i tell u i did smth wrong u might scold me ):

i just scared of making someone close to me get angry at

me, i might just end up breaking down n speechless .

for one thing i noe that i'm not exactly a fun person to

chat with . i'm only the kind of person that can be trusted

and will try my very best to help u all with problems ..

but then whenever i did wrong just tell me . i dun like to

make ppl that are close to me upset .. i can handle it

n try to fix it . but from now on i try to tell u my problems

too . try = slowly telling u more n more .

its takes time for me to change .. i'm just very sorry to make

u feel unimportant to me. you are important just as she is :)

2010-03-06T12:30:00.001+08:00

By2 - Don't Go Away

Looking Through Your Eyes, There's Nothing To Hide
And You're No Longer Mine
How Could I Survive, When You Say GoodBye
Why Do Birds Still Fly Up High

Can't Stop The Tears From Fallin'
We Used To Be So Fine
When You Walked Into My Life
I Tried To Reach Out For You, Just To Be With You
My Heart Is Breakin'

Don't ~ Don't Go Away ~
Baby, Don't You Know, I Miss You So.
Don't ~ Don't Go Away ~
I've Never Been On My Own Before.

Wooh.... Oh....
Can't You Hear Me Just, Take Me With You
So Don't ~ Don't Go Away ..

Don't ~ Don't Go Away ~
Baby, Don't You Know, I Miss You So.
Don't ~ Don't Go Away ~
I've Never Been On My Own Before.

So Won't You My HeartBeat, Once More ~

Just Have A Feeling For This Song ~
Hope You See It .

2010-02-28T21:54:00.003+08:00

today morning 11+ went to meet val at

mrt station thn went to bugis as val wanted

to buy the leather jacket :X reach liao bought

water then start hunting for it ._.

search untill 1.20 i in a hurry le.

then at the end she bought the jacket from the

first shop we saw -.- chiong to go buy

takopachi to eat. chiong eating then quickly

take mrt to vivo while val went to find jas.

met rachel then went to find

anthony, kelvin n their friend deli .

they were buying food at cinema so went to cut

and bought cheesy hotdog :X

buy liao went in the cinema .

we watch the all's well end's well 2010 .

beginning was quite boring thn rach wanted to sleep

but then started laughing the whole movie lols!

is dam funny xD

after movie duno where to go .

so folo them awhile then mi n rach went to buy drinks

while they went hang ten .

buy hao le thn disappear ._.

sms ant then he say boy girl go seperate ways bah :(

sian lor then went to find some shop as rach wanted to

eat . then went shopping around ~

walk hao le then went bac to hougang then walk home .

best part is only the movie bah x.x feel pity hai dao

ahboy sit alone x.x ps ah :X and thx for the treat :D
anyway got a new phone :)

ok end le bah buaiis :)

2010-02-24T23:06:00.005+08:00

today had science common test .

normally we all thought that chem will

be easy but when doing the paper phy

was easier thn chem x.x nbm then normal

day ~ after recess had maths n got back our

test paper . i got 19/35 ... very bad thn my

average .. when i re-read all the ques i realise

i noe most of them -.- so careless but nbm ..

can't redo it .. after maths wanted to go home

but can't escape so nbm stayed .

eng chi skip last period PG .

had 2 surveys . thn jodie pamela n sabrina keep

making jokes about the song twinkle star dam funny :)

after sku rach came my hse . wanted to play pool

but change of plans . i shower le then we 2 went to

sleep z.z woke up around 7+ then on tv .

kns waiting for my father call wanting to faster get

new phone then i call him he say he call my hse phone

no one answer -.- i say i sleep i tot he always call my

handphone de. then say wat reach downstair le nxt

time then buy -.- kns i rlly faster wan get new phone la!

watch tv with rach thn 9+ went to hougang mall shop

abit then walk with rach to bus stop then come home .

was chatting with twin just now .

whole day something nvr left my mind ..

just kept thinking about it ..

if i left .. it won't mean anything .. all were just lies .. i agree, most guys are just jerks .. just don't wish to live on like this ..

2010-02-18T21:51:00.000+08:00

today morning keep feeling like wan

to sleep liddat z.z

thn chi test anyhow do ~

after recess had maths thn got maths

test n realise got one careless mistake x.x

after maths was phy .

very slack so text ppl ~

after sku le went to find rachel then took mrt

to compass point .

ate at subway for lunch then went to find the

cake shop tat can decorate the cake :D

lol can say my hand writing is bad enought so

my decoration nt nice :X

only nice is the writing done by rachel :D

just mak it colourful but took quite long bah

rachel had to go first so left myself to decorate ~

hao le tok bused home thn went shower thn use

com untill now :X

now busy texting 3 people lols so chiong my post

ok end le bah bye :D

2010-02-16T23:47:00.008+08:00

today val came to my hse then

watch "hi my sweetheart" on com

for awhile thn 3+ went pool .

waitied very long as got many ppl

then finally got a table.

jas thn came awhile table n played

with us 2 rounds thn off to pastemania

for dinner . then went comic connection

to buy @cash .

walk around the shop then i went home.

showered , chatted on msn , played audi

now nth to do .

ok this just a short post to keep my blog alive

so ending here as not rlly in the mood ..

-end-

guess my mind & heart cant agree on the same thing ..

2010-02-14T22:51:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year & Happy Valentine Day !!

today whole day at ah ma hse ~

nothing much to do there actually quite

sian D: but collect ang bao ~

then drink 4 glasses of wine ^^

then i go sleep ._. very bored bah nothing

much to say :X

sit around ~ talk abit ~ eat food ~

ok its bored x.x

then finally can go home ~

showed then went to count my ang bao money,

dun mean to be cheap but ...

very less lei!!! nobody give mi $50 !! sadded T.T

k nbm now chatting on msn ~

end le bah buaiis ~ :)

2010-02-10T19:41:00.000+08:00

ok nth much today .

PE was fun but like so fast over le D:

thn went to change thn went back class

kana nag -.-

say nxt time ask to release earlier .

mind as well ur lesson start abit later la

since its totally not interesting CME nia .

CME nvr listen but i still guaii ok!

i revise my poa ^^ haha

after tat poa ~ thn chem got back test paper

got 14/20 :) ok not bad bah lols

recess ~ thn maths err trying to understand so

many steps x.x

somemore if rlly must rmb liddat cmi le D:

thn eng whn walking to library i manage to zao :P

found rachel thn went GO to ask to go home .

cnt find mr teo to sign so wait in the office for like

one period thn finally done went to take bus home ~

reach home showered , played audi with meii n nuer :)

ple awhile thn go slp z.z

woke up thn ate dinner now using com .

so far trying to skip all the chi periods ;D but tmr cnt

skip le as is before recess .

dun care la i fking hate chinese! fail it since kindergarten

le n still failing so why bother anymore? want drop out

chinese u also wun let kip saying 'u can de ' bullshit can?

u teach mi since sec 1 u noe i cnt le why bother?

by skipping chi sadly i also skip eng lessons :X

nbm i got a so call eng tutor hope i can do just as

good :X

ok hao le nth to say le buaiis :)

2010-02-07T22:26:00.003+08:00

2010,

its only the beginning and not everything is

going smoothly ..

have many unhappy problems in sku ..

close friends are not as cheerful ..

hais .. always keep having the feeling of not

going to sku ..

have this question in my head :

either i still felt like a small kid or my heart is not in sku ..

beginning only and i already skip sku quite a

number of times ..

not a very proud thing to be happy about :X

like i said before, i'm still wishing for miracles ..

and now hoping .. nothing goes worse ..

i made my decision tomorrow of not going sku ..

just pray hard i'll still be able to understand whatever

new lessons that are being taught .

now only trying to study .

p.s: i have a new tutor :)

2010-02-04T20:03:00.007+08:00

Today didn't go to sku for some reasons~

thn morning woke up played audi ~

play club with friends n jas :D

lol 1 week no play audi le . skills gt drop

abit x.x duno why felt that the weather very

hot! x.x hungry so went to cook magee mee :D

ok my cooking skills sux so nt that nice x.x

then continued playing audi .

rest awhile n watch tv . nth much as time flies ~

went to bathe thn come out realise hw still haven

do agn -.- nbm see how ltr do or nt bah .

waiting father to come bac for my dinner so decided

to change my blog skin since i dun rlly like white x.x

ok my father just came home dinner time ~!

-Ended :D

2010-02-02T21:53:00.000+08:00

today sku beginning was quite boring x.x

poa ok bah thn geog slp ~

lol nt bad sia but wake up headach :X

recess ~ thn chinese ..

cb hatediechinese! felt kana abandon kao ..

stupid project la fking hate chinese ..

after that physics teacher nvr come so

slack lor . maths good lor laugh chatted ~

after sku chiong find rachel thn find my
father car thn saw bk . all go hougang mall ~

waited for baby thn ate abit thn went pooling ~

mood swings continue ~ play thn after that

went upstair hougang mall thr to slack . awhile

baby came my hse ~ stay awhile he g2g le

brought him to mrt station .

thn went to buy bubble tea n cheese hotdog ^^

lols reach home showered thn use com .

ok nth to say le bye ~

2010-01-26T21:23:00.001+08:00

Grats for my GanSteady ! <33

today lessons were kinda boring .

2 poa periods ~ thn gt hw but duno how

do! -.-

thn geog 2 periods sibei sian . recess normal~

after recess chinese which i almost fall asleep ._.

my eyes were lik closing whn the teacher tok

after that boring physics thn 2 period maths.

jas n kailin came over to our class lols?

at the they kana catch :\

finish sku le was abit no mood ~

so decided to tak cab home .

reach home showered ~ sms ~ tak only a few

mins nap cus cnt slp D: tried to do hw ..

thn use com . lazy plurk le froze my karma .

thn chat on phone abit ~

just ate my dinner now nth to do .

sian ok end le bye ~

2010-01-25T15:33:00.002+08:00

today tired bah in sku.
morning clara saw thn pei her tok while
waiting for jodie . told her i slept 4+ she
say no wonder u lik so tried x.x
nbm its worth it ~
thn i realise i forget bring pe!
was abit panic thn jodie lend her's while
she borrow rachel's .
thn at the end no pe :D lols waa dam heng.
mr lawrence nvr come at the end we learn
how to mak the so call crane? lols
after pe had 2 periods of chi D:
torture ~ done thn recess ~
just ate 2 yogurt ice-cream :D n drank apple
tea. yingyun thn call mi over ask mi go band
becus percussion lik nt enough people ..
hais i duno bah D: still thinking ..
thn 2 periods of english chit chat ~ physics
boring still dun understand so dun bother to
listen ~
end sku rush down my father bring mi home :)
showered > ate > now waiting n using com ~
ok end :D

250110; iloveyou baby<3

2010-01-22T22:27:00.003+08:00

wads happening?!

all those i were close with now no contact

at all ...

why ... did i do anything wrong tell mi!

or u all just dislike mi?..

if u all dun wan to tok to mi anymore then just

tell mi i wun disturb u all anymore!! ..

my heart was already hurt now even worse as

friendship is also going down! ..

please ... i'm still human ..

i need answers ... dun just ignore mi ..

2010-01-18T17:31:00.000+08:00

today normal bah ~
started our new timetable .
sian monday all the language lesson has
2 periods x.x morning after chi was pe as
usual quickly chiong to change .
today learn 2 new things bah learn so called
jump squad as wad i called :\
and smth lik run on the spot 10 sec thn run .
jump squad was ok but lols .
whn prepare to run i kip saying hope dun fall :X
at the end Sabrina was beside me suddenly fell .
i move aside but lose my balance i also fell x.x
lol mr lawrence kip asking mi i ok waa ps lei x.x
macham like i only one that fall x.x
after pe change bac had chinese . sian nid learn
sentence kind of spelling cmi sia x.x
tmr chi after recess maybe will go home? lol see
first :)
hmm after recess went dentist . wth sia the dentist
make sibei pain! untill lik alot of blood x.x
finish le went up to do eng test .
after that physics thn end sku le :\
but sian my mum bring mi go temple .
eat slack finally go home x.x
lucky no hw i think , very tired .
see the time dun feel lik slping le bah x.x
ok end le bah bye ~

-end-

2010-01-17T19:26:00.000+08:00

16/1
woo its fun sia.
cab down to amk hub becus whn i still
at home , mei n mint reach le x.x
7.20 fly $.$
thx as they help mi buy for my movie ticket
first :D
we went to ple lan to kill time as the movie
starts at 3.10 :X we watch the movie JUMP.
its a chinese show? :\
but nice :D alot of dancing .
ok watch the movie hao le went to find ahboy,kor
plus their other friends ~
went beside mac de kopitiam saw them :\ thn mint
wanted to ple arcade so mi n mei go arcade first as
they still eating . mint wanted to ple the game no
space lols! we wait wait wait ~
at the end ahboy call mi say they going mac to study
so we went down to find them o.o
hmm just chit chat ~ see see phones ^.^ ~ take kor's
maths book n notice i already noe ! learn it last yr
somemore ._. thn ant gave us our tickets to watch
another movie with them . haha thn mint went bac
up to ple the game since he already change the coin
to token. mi n mei stay behind . after their 'study'
went outside ahboy went to the shop Giordano i think ,
to shop for shirt ._. mi n mei erm kip laughing xD
at the end he rlly did buy a shirt ...
mi n mei zao but showed ant n ben we going up
arcade :\ found mint pleing ~
thn saw one of mint's friend kip making him lols :X
finally he ple finish we went to find the rest at arcade .
they kip pleing those trying to catch toys de .
awhile only as we saw the time n the movie abt to
start . mi mei n mint went in first as they wanted to buy
food . somemore we sitting different place x.x
the movie we watch starts at 7.05 . the movie is
the SPY next door . got jackie chan in it xD haha
since got jackie chan u noe is fighting n comedy
in it le :D nice movie . end le went bac arcade :X
mei n mint thn g2g so left we all x.x
kor kip trying to catch the elmo but at the end nvr
caught it x.x forget how much he spent ~
thn they want to eat hokkien mee outside near amk
hub . we walk outside and saw the new year decoration
they all wanted to tak pictures so we took with the
zodiac dog as almost all of them was born in the year
of dog :X
i kip dun wan but the guard that is helping us take the
picture kip telling mi take x.x
1. the guard take picture de skills very bad! ltr show u
the pic .
we went to tak the overhead bridge to cross the other
side . thn hor ahboy ask mi help him hold his bag as
he wanted to take off his jacket .
i hold ~ n wait ~ he take off very de slow ~ take off le~
stil toking with kelvin ~ i wonder is he gonna tak his bag?
cross hao le i still holding -.-
finally i ask 'eh u noe ur bag nt very de light ?'
he say ' really meh -he took bac- ok ma whr got heavy .'
i say ' yaya but lighter thn mine ^.^' hehe
reach the shop liao i nvr eat since nt hungry :X
but felt dam tired lik wanted to slp x.x
finally they eat hao le walk to mrt station to go bac home.
amk ~ bishan change yellow line ~ serangoon change purple line ~ hougang
bought a mac chicken burger , coke n an ice cream :X
walk bac home shower hao le , eat my burger, use com
awhile thn KO le x.x
had a fun n tired day :)

17/1
today went church with rachel n josiah .
wow woke up 8.45 am . i wanted to slp! x.x
went bac to slp wait for rachel txt .
she told mi change thn go bus stop she now
waiting for bus ._.
i quickly change thn quickly went to the bus stop.
had to run just in time :X
stop at sku bus stop saw josiah . thn waited for
another bus 62 :X went to the church .
met some new friends ~
it was fun nice songs :X
then went lunch with them . eat hao le went to
the bus stop to go home ~ reach home change
shirt thn KO le x.x woke up abt 4+
use com ~ watch tv :X
now posting ~
ok end le bah byee

-end-

2010-01-15T20:24:00.000+08:00

today sku was short ~

nth much just tired the whole day ..

after sku wait for chinese teacher to

re-take the spelling . hope pass dun wan

take agn ..

after the spelling went to find rachel at her

class . she need to make the subjects charts.

call mi help ~

help untill 3+pm bah . then walk around the

sku awhile thn go tak 62 go home ~

reach home shower ~ chatted with rachel on

the phone ~ use com ~ watch tv ~

now chatting on msn .

no mood .. hais..

just dun understand why god does nt wan to

give me a miracle .. maybe i deserve this ..

hurt all over agn .. each time is just get worse ..

duno how long i can hold it anymore..

please .. i really wish for a happy ending .. )':

crying n begging for a miracle ..

2010-01-12T18:51:00.000+08:00

hmmm today school ok bah .
got some homework later thn do ~
best part was maths haha alot of
laughter xD
jodie went high for duno wad reason
then she keep on saying how people
sits xD the best sitting position was clara
we keep laughing haha :D jodie desiree
n me sat infront keep laughing like mad xD
then jodie kip saying valerie legs cant seem
to close . val mistaken and tot jodie said the
word 'ji' haha we laughing none stop xD
then jodie said ji cnt extend is expand :D
we laugh untill stomach pain hahaha .
then after sku pei jodie wait her aunt , lazy to
buy uniform today so decided other day then
buy . went home after waiting ~
reach home shower thn use com awhile thn slp
le x.x now woken up le maybe gonna do
homework :\
ok nth end le bye ~

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2010-01-10T23:01:00.000+08:00

hmmm nth to do so just post .
today nvr go out just stay at home rest ~
keep thinking wtf its only has been 1 week
of sku and already cnt tahan !
same chinese teacher since sec 1 now put in
infront wth .
stupid band things ~
i hav 3 days to decide go or nt ~
cnt tahan sia wish it was holidays agn .
miss my friends as they busy cnt online D:
as i beg ple sku days faster fly ~
the weekend seems to fly tmr go sku le its too
fast! pls sku days faster fly pass.. cnt stand it
like this .. miss the holidays fun D:

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2010-01-09T00:50:00.000+08:00

hmm now boring la nth to do
told my mother wrote letter to dun join
any cca . find wadever say la ~
just noe siao conductor nia anyhow giv 3 chioces
thn macham comfirm is i choose de? siao pls my
life of cus i control it nt u its common sense
wadever nbm i dun wan to entertain this .
08/01
today didn't go sku as my knee was very pain
now i cnt walk up n down the stairs n also cant
even walk properly .
lalala went out with rachel for lunch .
of cus bo bian must eat .
thn went to pool at hougang plaza since nth to do
at home .
pool is standing . i can stand of cus -.- hougang plaza
also nt far . i saying this so if wan complain i got reason
ple awhile thn went home to rest .
showered ple audi while waiting for my dad to come
back . dad come bac le giv me dinner thn eat hao le
continue ple audi ~ now sian lor sku days sux la
u go sku feel the time so fking slow .
today i bo go sku wow the time fast lor .
so unfair la . hate sku .
hope the letter accept or else see my mum will wan
write to moe .
the only words i tak bac is call him fker .thats all .
else the bullshit wad mak mi choose one of the 3
while i already say no i dun wan ? well thn of cus cb .
like everyone will say this ~
I Control My Own Life , Not Anyone Else .

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2010-01-07T20:05:00.000+08:00

fk i guess today is the most piss day ever!
first is chinese cb i sit at front !
that i still can ren .
thn after school got band . mr faiza call mi n
peiyee go out wan to tok to us abt why holiday
practise nvr go .
we tot no nid write alot so half half the paper
giv liao he go crush say giv proper .
cb U WASTE TREE!!!
then write liao giv him .
he tok to peiyee first thn my turn
knn say this nonsense . ccb say choose another cca
i thinking he go write NPCC, ST JOHN n girls Bridget
cb i say i dun wan uniform group he kip say choose
cb i anyhow choose st john lor . thn say ok u choose one
FK?! KNN U PUT ONE SIA I WAN ANOTHER U SAY
NO CHOOSE ANY OF THIS THREE . CCB!
say is i kana kick out of band he put mi in st john
haha! lai la put i pon all the way is not i fking choose one ok?
super piss!!! tok with the fker hao le went to practise
drills n marching ~
ok bah quite tired . at the end do one move now my
knee pain le .
fk nbm break my leg lor i blame YOU !
seriously no mood la ccb i just wan shout out all
the fking words la knn .
I HATE DIE BAND CUS OF LONG HOURS N UR
NONSENSE!
so now thinking of changing cca le .
ren awhile mor .
i actually love band de becus its fun
but the hours in holidays its just too long
n plus the fker now sorry to say i wan change le
best no cca thn good !
k bah end here le
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2010-01-02T22:51:00.000+08:00

today morning wake up 9.30am x.x
cus nid go find mei mint twins n kor at
jurong point n they said meet at 11am :X
so early sia bo bian wake up tired x.x
thn change, eat bread, watch pokemon ,
thn leave the hse abt 10.30am
walk to mrt station thn board the train .
weirdly suddenly stomach very pain x.x
so decided to stop at dhoby ghuat to go
toilet x.x hao le quickly go jurong point :X
reach thr abt 11.55am xD but hor!
i nt the last one can le ^^si kor kor agn so
slow!! :\ we walk walk around thn go arcade
ple some car game ~
hao le decided to go twins hse since nth else to
do x.x somemore twins nid go collect award thingy
thn kor wan ple badminton :X
so twin go le we borrow the rackets .
at the end mi n mei watch kor n mint ple xD
mi n mei stand thr cnt tahan so many mosquito
bites ! so call them to lets go kor hse x.x
return the rackets thn go kor hse ~
hmm meet his 2 brothers cute lei haha!
played 1 round of audi on kor laptop .
the key so small! playe 188 but still manage to do
cfm xD went up to see kor room o.o
no bed its mattress -.- haha
after that we go ahboy hse xP haha
kns his door got camera so he saw kor thn come
out :\ haha thn we all walk to a kopitiam eat eat :X
eat hao le chit chat while waiting for twins come
back :X
thn we walk to bukit plaza :X the rain sibei weird sia!
kip rain thn stop , thn little bit , thn heavy , thn little agn -.-
kns sia :X walk walk thr thn went timezone .
ple photo hunt , DDR . but kns the thing spoil so kip
miss x.x mint thn g2g o.o after that mei n twins ple
one shooting game lols. we thn went down mei nid
go home le :X so bring her to whr her father wanted
to fetch . fetch le twins wanted to buy kfc for dinner
while kor bought icecream xD
haha i kip saying kor look lik xiaodidi eating icecream xD
thn pei mi walk to lrt station cus all wan go home le :X
took lrt back to hougang ~
reach hougang ate pastamania for dinner :X
very full x.x thn walk back home quickly shower
thn now using com :X hmm nth to do ~
had a rlly fun day ^^
but leg tired haha x.x
ok end le bah byee :D
can't wait for monday , but not for sku x.x
sadded sku start le D: ~

2010-01-01T18:55:00.000+08:00

HappyNewYear!

went to countdown at vivo city :X
then ton with jas n val ~
was walikng around vivo city with val, jas,
jas stead n his friend .
thn ltr separate ways . felt bored so decided to
go hougang plaza thn call my father come fetch
us go thr .
went kopitiam eat some noodles while waiting for
jas friend to come . come le went pool also found
karen ~ they played thn after that whn to mac slack
n chat .
after that they went block slack while we stay back
n chat about some things while laughing like mad
people ^^
we tot of playing pool agn but reach thr close le x.x
so went bac to my hse go slp :\
our slp was kip interrupted but jas phone -.-
woke up at 1+ thn ate duck rice while watching
alvin n the chipmunks 1.
awhile val went home while i watch tv n jas using com ~
untill 6.30 jas went home now i use the com nth
to do x.x
sorry nvr type alot just dun feel lik posting but since
its new year better post smth :X
ok nth to say le ~

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2010-01-01T15:20:00.003+08:00

Jasmine here helping Cassandra to blog :D Im currently at her house. ^-^ Shhh, dhnt tell her im blogging. Geez. She'scurrently fighting w Valerie? Whatever, LOL. Just finished tonning, fun fun :D Okok, shall stop posting, before she find out. :)